Trust
We've often say this word
In my experience
You can know someone for the first time
and you'd know
You just know
You can trust that person for life
Someone you may know for almost a lifetime
But you can never lay trust on that person
Because you know something is missing
Whatever that something is
Enough for you to hold back
Enough for you not to drown in it
Or
There's someone that deep down you know you could deeply trust
But
Somehow
It's not happening yet
Trust has not established
Why
I have no clue
at all
But I believe
Trust in a way means letting go
Trust in a way means taking risks
Trust in a way means saying let's go for it
Trust in a way means knowing you've got my back
Trust in a way means I know you'd be here
Trust in a way means who you are or what you do do not change how I see you
Trust means letting go
Trust means no rationality needed
Trust means no calculation necessary
Trust needs no effort
Of course
That's only my definition
I'm still puzzled
I still cannot trust
Not completely
But I hope
One day
I can trust you
Not because of who you are
Not because of what you've done
Not because of how you first trust me
Not because of thinking it's "time" to trust
But just simply
Trust
Completely
Totally
Wholeheartedly
No holding back
Whatsoever
Drown
Such a beautiful word
