2009年4月17日 星期五

一年

記憶和時間是一對很奇怪的組合。

有些事情,無論你在發生的時候有多麼震撼,時間必定會一秒一秒的把回憶一點一點的抽起。
不管事情對你來說有多重要。
當然,時間也會因應不同的事件而產生不同的化學作用。但別以為你可以在時間“做嘢“的時候你會有任何控制權。就像海浪蠶食岩石一樣; 慢慢的,卻肯定的。
媽媽離開了我們剛好365天,她是在上年今天10:19am離開的。記憶並沒有模糊,但心也沒有一年前的那般痛。眼淚也比一年前流少了。也許,時間真的是我們的知心好友。人大了,慢慢開始明白人類為何要有節日,週年記念等活動。

免得我們忘記。

免得我們忘記。

當媽媽離世數天後寫了這首歌。就是要想將當日的感覺牢牢記住。

免得我們忘記。

"Will you be here?"


Will you be here when I become a husband
Will you be here to hold my new-born son
and will you be here after all if my whole life begin to fall
Will you be here with me
Will you be here for me

Will you be here when I learn to raise my child
Will you be here when I learn to love my wife
and will you be here with me if one day I might lose them all
You must be here with me
Please be here for me

Don't you know there's still alot I want you to see
man there's still alot of memories
want you to be a part of them
Be a part of me
Oh God, I miss you so much so so very much
That makes my heart cries and it hurts
Please be here

Will you be here when I become so famous
Will you be here when I am still no one
and will you be here for me if I get sick and die and all
Will you be by my dying bed
Hold my hand when I catch my last breath