2010年1月28日 星期四

I remember.

I remember basketball. I remember tennis. I remember grandmother. I remember the sky when I was on the grass playground and remembering how peaceful it was. I remember riding a tricycle when I was a kid. I remember my friends in primary school. I remember a teacher smoking in the hallway. I remember being in class learning about the Great Wall Of China. I remember throwing beanbags. I remember the washroom on the ground floor on my primary school. I remember playing the flute. I remember playing the timpani. I remember playing the Chimes. I remember playing in a Jazz band, concert band. I remember playing for a charity concert. I remember kissing in front of the music room. I remember kissing the braces. I remember dancing. I remember my brother. I remember the slow songs. I remember the touch of a girl. I remember renting watching who's the boss?. I remember playing electric keyboard. I remember basketball. I remember Grand Father. I remember the day I learned that he died. I remember saying goodbye to Grandmother at the airport in Toronto. I remember crying. I remember her smoking. I remember see her laugh. I remember my mother's mother. I remember her smile. I remember her house in Hong Kong. I remember her food. I remember the smell. I remember Wan Chai. I remember magic. I remember my cousin. I remember his video games. I remember his toys. I remember his birthday parties. I remember learning Kung Fu. I remember learning basketball. I remember learning swimming. I remember learning English class. I remember my mother. I remember her shorts. I remember her Badminton. I remember her swimming. I remember the boat. I remember our boat. I remember her in the hospital bed. I remember her leave. I remember Dad. I remember his tears. I remember his prayers. I remember the breakfast at ToKwaWan. I remember the funeral. I remember Dad's speech. I remember my speech. I remember her body. I remember the heartache. I remember my black shoes. I remember crying. I remember trying not to. I remember losing sleep. I remember her being skinny. I remember my brother. I remember him when he was a kid. I remember him in primary school uniform. I remember him in secondary blue shirt/pants uniform. I remember TVB. I remember visiting Dad. I remember admiring him so much. I remember his suits. I remember my old house in Ngau Tau Kok. I remember the balconies. I remember my first piano. I remember my first baby grand piano. I remember my white piano. I remember performing. I remember M.I.F.F. I remember my band. I remember LOVE. I remember rehearsing and crying when playing a song about my mother. I remember trusting my band. I remember full house. I remember the screaming. I remember the touch. I remember the power. I remember starting M.I.F.F.. I remember starting Do Music. I remember smoking with my partner all night just to talk about what we can do in Do Music. I remember naming Do Music. I remember Schtung. I remember studios. I remember my first music friend at Tom Lee. I remember her. I remember Peng Chau. I remember talking to her on the beach. I remember seeing her cry when listening about my grandmother. I remember my mother when she was 35 years old. I remember my father when he was 42 years old. I remember myself when I was 4 years old. I remember. I remember the shame. I remember the joy. I remember secrets. I remember all.

In My Life, I've loved you all, mentioned or not mentioned.